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নাম এঞ্জেল, অনার্স সেকেন্ড ইয়ারে পড়ছি।
আমরা এক ভাই এক বোন। মজার ব্যাপার,
আমরা যমজ ভাই বোন। আমি আর আমার বোন
দেখতে প্রায় একই রকম। আমাদের পছন্দ অপছন্দ,
চলা ফেরা, আচার আচরণ, চলন বলন সব কিছু একই
রকম। এমন কি আমাদের ভাই বোনের হাতের
লেখা অনেকটা একই রকম।
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Amra jokhon hsc te pori tokhon
amader ke English poranor jonno
bashay ekh jon teacher rakha
holo. Sir dekhte omitab
bacchoner moto lomba chilen,
shobche shundor chilo sirer
govir chokh duto, onuvutir
nilakkhi gulo jeno sirer oi govir
chokh dutote dubshatar khele.
Sir jokhon thut bakiye hashten
sirer chokh mukh r thute jeno
bijli khele jeto.
Dhire dhire amar
bodhogommottar lagam khule
jete thake. Ami jeno aynar
shamne onno ekta amake
abishkar korte thaki. Porte porte
ami r amar bon sir er shathe easy
hote thaki. Sir ashar agei agei
ami porte boshe jetam. Ekh din
sir na ashle ami jeno shavabik
thakte partamna sir pora
bujhaten r ami sirer dikhe obak
hoye takiye thaktam jeno
hajarbochor dhore ami sirer
mukher dikhe takiye achi, ami
jeno chatok pakhir moto hothat
brishti dorshone bivor hoye achi..
Ekh din bikele sir ammuke phone
kore bollen unar shorir khub
kharap, uni aj porate aste parben
na. but tini amader jonno ekta
note ready kore rekhechen, ota
amader khub dorkar. Ami jeno
note ta sirer basha theke niye
ashi. Ami laf diye roomm e giye
torighori kore ready hoye sirer
basher dikhe ruana korlam. Ekh
jhak pagla haoa amake dol dite
thake ami mon poboner naoe
chore jeno sirer kache chute
cholechi. Koto shoto vabna
amake osthir kore tullo. Ami jeno
projapotir danay vor kore
shopner deshe chute cholechi.
Dorjay knock kortei kappa kappa
shorire sir eshe dorja khule dilen,
khub khino golay bollen vitore
esho. Ami vitore gelam. Sir
bashay eka, ghorer r shobai sirer
boro bonke dekhte boner
shoshur bari gechen. Ami sirer
kopale hat diye dekhlam sirer ga
jore pure jacche. Sirer onek
koshto hocche. Ami sir ke kado
kado golay bollam sir ami apnar
mathay hat buliye di? Sir chup
kore roilen. Sir balish niye
bichanay hele porlen r ami
mathar kache boshe mathay hat
bulate thaki. Sir adho ghume
dhole porlen, ami balti vore pani
ene sirer mathay dhalte thaki.
Sirer shara shorir vija kapor diye
muche dei, kopale jolpotti diye
boshe thaki.
Adho ghume mogno thaka sirer
mukher dikhe takiye ami
tomoshay hariye gelam. amar
buker vitore thaka obuj hridoy ta
chotfot korte thake. Amar
hridoyer abedon sirer attar
shathe mishe jete chay. Amar
shorirer chondro mollikar ghrane
ami sirke matal kore dite chai,
amar Valobashar shorobor theke
chute asha kushumito trishna
sirer ushno govir nisshasher
mohonay milito hote chay. Besh
kichukkhon pore sir chokh
khullen, amake bollen rat onek
holo tumi bari fire jao. Sirer
kotha shune mone holo amake
keu fashir katgoray dar koriye
diyeche. Amar bukta dhorash
kore uthlo! Ami sirke evabe
oshustho obosthay rekhe jabo
ekotha vabtei parchina. Sir jor
kore amake bashay pathiye dilen.
Shara rasta ami kadte kadte
eshechi. Ghore esheo karo
shathe kotha bolini, shara rat
ghumai nai. Rat jege sirke ekta
chirkut likhechi.
2-3din por sir shustho hoye abar
amader ke porate ashlen. Ami
jeno ajibon koydi theke hothat
mukti peyechi. Sirer govir chokh
duto ro govir lagchilo. Ami sirer
khub kache boshchi. Ami hate
mehedi diyechi, sir amar hat
dhore buk fatiye heshe uthe
bollen, mehedi diye hat
rangiyecho keno? Ami lojja
pelam. Amar boner chokh boier
dikhe chilo, ami aste kore sirer
hate amar lekha chirkut ta
dhoriye dilam. Sir khub voy pelen,
voye sirer chokh duto chuto
chuto hoye gelo. Sir ekhbar amar
dikhe r ekhbar amar boner dikhe
takacchilen. Porer din sir elen but
kichu bollen na, tarporer din ami
dorja khultei sir amar hate ekta
chir kut dhoriye dilen. Ami
reading room e na giye doure
chhade giye uthlam, chirkut
khule sir lekha porlam. Ami
anonde attohara, sir o amake
love u likhechen. Amar hridoyer
shob kota doroja janala khule
jete thake. Ami porte ashlam, sir
amar dikhe takiye muchki
hashen amio hashi r lojja pai.
Evabe besh koy din amader chithi
adan-prodan hote thaklo.
Ekh din sir amake unar bashay
daklen, ami khub tiptop hoye
sirer bashay gilam. Amar chokhe
tokhon koutuhol r anonder
chota. Sir amake niye unader
chhade uthlen. Lojjay hashte
hashte bollen accha tomar bon j
amake valobashe ami or chokh
mukh dekhe bujhte parina keno?
chithir vasha r tomar boner
majhe kune mil khuje pachina
ken? Tobe jai hok ami tomar
bonke onek valobeshe felechi.
Amar ekta chakri hoyeche. Ami
tomader bashay tomar bonke
biyer prostab pathate chai.
Tomar bonke bolo amar shathe
shorashori kotha bolte, Chithi
teto onek kotha holo.
Amar matha ghurte thake, amar
chokh duto cholcholiye uthe.
Amar thut duto nil hoye jete
thake. Ami nisshash nite
parchilamna. Amar shorir obosh
hote laglo. Ami nijeke
varshomme rakhte parchilamna.
Chitkar kore akash-batash kapiye
dite icche korche. Amar buker
vitor atta ta jore jore! Krondon
korte shuru kore. Ami sirke
bollam “sir amio apnake
valobashi, ami apnake chara
bachbona.!” Sir otto shore heshe
bollen “mane? Pagol hoiso tumi?
Eta ki bolcho? Amar shathe
shomokami pona?? Mone rekho
angel, ami tomar sir!!! R tumi
ekta vodro ghorer shontan, khub
valo vabe mone rekho tumi ekta
shobvo shomaje bash koro.”
Hayre shobvo shomaj, sirer chatri
ke valo lagle ota prem r ekta
cheler rekta cheleke pochondo
korle sheta shomokam?
Valobasha valo lagar mandondo
tumi ken ovabe toiri korle isshor?
R Jodi korlei tobe ken chele chele
prem onuvutir nisha dorao? Ken
bidhata ken??? Chup kore theko
na isshor!!.
Ami agei bolechi amar r amar
boner hater lekha onekta same.
Ami sirer dikhe takiye mishti kore
heshe bollam “sir ami apnar
shathe fun korechi, apnito kodin
por amar dulavai hoben tai ektu
roshikota korlam. Asholei ogulo
amar boner lekha chirkut. O lojja
pay tai amar maddhome apnake
dey. R o apnake prochur voy pay
tai apnar shamne kichu bolte
parena. Ekhon theke shob thik
hoye jabe.” Sir bollen ami kodiner
moddhei tomader bashay biyer
prostab pathabo, tumi tomar
babamake raji korao. Ami bollem
babamake raji korano kuno
bepar na sir apni ayojon korun.
Bashay eshe amar ghore dhuke
dorja bondho kore di, tarpor
mejhete lutiye pori r jobai kora
poshur moto matite pore kadte
thaki. Amar dukkhe prokritio
ekattota ghushona kore. amar
kannar shathe shathe akash o
kadte shuru korlo. Probol
borshone brishti jhorte thake.
Ami chhade giye prokritir kole
jhapiye pori. Shara rat brishti hoy
amio rat vore brishtite viji. Porer
din theke Ami amar bonke raji
korate thaklam, amra jomoj vai
bon tai amar bon amar kotha
fellona. O shohojei sirke biye
korte raji holo. Babar shathe
amar onek vab tai ma baba ke
raji korate khub ekta koshto
holona. Dui barite biyer ayojon
shuru holo.
Holuder onushthan, shara bari
vora mehoman. Tobuo amar
khub ekla lagche. Ami shobar
shathe ovinoy kore cholechi.
Amar shathe eki dine jonmo neya
jomoj bonta amake dhore
kadche, but ami or dikhe
monojog dite parchina.
Valobasha bujhi emoni. Ami sirer
gale holud lagalam, sir muchki
kore hashlen, amio hashlam
kadlamna. Keno kadlamna? Biye
te sir rajputrer moto kore sheje
eshchen. bor ashtei shobai
hoihullur shuru korlo. Bor barite
dhuktei Amake keu jeno tokhon
jur kore dhore kafoner kapor
poracche. Bor-bouke Milano holo,
malabodol, biyer shob kaj
shundor vabe shesh holo.
Amader edhikhe ekta reoaj ache,
bouer shathe bouer bari theke
bouer chuto vai bonke borer
barite pathano hoy. Amar kuno
chuto bon chilo na, tai abbu
amake amar boner shathe
pathiye dilen. sir r amar bon garir
pichone bosheche ami boshechi
driver er shathe samne. Sir r
amar bon pichone boshe
khunshuti korche ami chura
chokhe takiye achi. Amar dom
bondho hoye ashchilo. Ekta
shomoy gari sirer barir shamne
eshe thamlo. Shobai mile bor
bouke boron korlo, mishti
khaono theke shuru kore joto
rokom moja ache shob
sompurno holo. Ami nirob
dorshoker moto dariye thaklam.
Sirer room e dhuke dekhi dui
meye sirer bashor ghor fool diye
shajacche. Ora thik moto
parchena, ami oderke fool diye
palong rangate shahajjo korlam .
sirer bashorer fool gulo jeno
amar vitorer koshto ter pacche.
Ojothay fooler papri gulo jhorche
porche, ora jeno amar dukkhe nil
hoye geche. Fool gulo ke jeno jur
kore dhore ene bashor shajano
hocche. Foole chorano khate ami
amake kolpona korte thaki.
Naker kache niye dekhi fooler
kuno ghran nai, ogulo amar
chokher jole jeno shikto hoye
ache. Rat tokhon 11-30, sir r
amar bon bashor ghore dhuklo,
ora dorja bondho kore dilo.
Kichukkhon por dekhi batio nive
geche. Ami nijeke r dhore rakhte
parchina. Amar vitorta tukro
tukro hoye nisshesh hoye jacche.
Mati fatlei amar matir vitor dhuke
jete icche korche. Ami doure sir
der chhade uthlam. Chhader
mejhete boshe mobil theke sir
pic dekhte laglam r ekta ekta
kore remove korte laglam. Ekhta
somoy dekhlam amar mobile e
sirer ekt pic o nai. Ami chitkar
diye uthlam!! Chader ekh kunay
deyaler opashe ekta boshar jayga
ache. Ami okhane giye boshe
deyale matha thukiye thukiye
kadte thaki.
Hothat ekta shitol hat amar ghar
sporsho korlo, ami chomke
uthlam. Pichone ghure dekhi sir.
Obak hoye bollam sir apni? Tini
bollen ami tuhin na, ami tonmoy
tomar sirer jomoj vai. Hall e theke
chotttogram bissho biddaloye
study korchi. Amar final exam
chilo tai tuhiner holud r biye te
thakte parini but kal bouvate
onek moja korbo bole dui
ghonta age bashay eshchi. Tuhin
bashor ghore dhuke geche tai
oderke r disturb na kore chade
eshe chup kore boshchi r fm e
gan shunchi. Ami onek khon
dhore tomake dekhchi tumi
jokhon chhader mejhe te shuye
kadchile amio kedechi. Tomar
onek koshto hocchhilo ami
realize korchilam r fupiye fupiye
kadchilam. Ei j dekho amar
chokheo jol. Ami kosto shojjho
korte na pere dat diye hater
angul kamre roktakto korchi, ei j
dekho rokto. Ami ekh lafe
tonmoy viear buke jhapiye pore
senseless hoye gelam. Tarpor ki
holo janina. Chokh khultei dekhi
vorer alo fute geche. Amar matha
tonmoy vaiear kole. Ami unar
chokher dikhe takiye dekhi shara
rat vor nirguma dui chokhe amar
jonno valobashar nil komol futiye
rekheche. Unar chokh dutio sirer
moto onek govir. Tonmoy vai
amar dikhe takiye bollen, angel I
love u. vorer alor moto amar
hridoyer protiti kune jeno
valobashar alo jole uthlo. Ami
unar buke matha rakhte uni
amar thute thut rekhe bollen ami
tomake kokhono harate debona.
Tuhiner mobile e tomar chobi
dekhei tomake pochondo
korechi, vebe chilam biyete eshe
offer korbo but tumito tuhin ke
mon diye boshe acho. Kuno
chinta nai amar pobitro prem
diye tomar moner shob khoto
shukhiye dibo, amar onuvuti diye
tomar shunno hridoy purno kore
tulbo. Ami unake shokto kore
joriye dholam, uni amar thute
thut rekhe amake nisha dhorate
dhorate bollen amader vai bon
bashor koreche rate r ami r tumi
bashor jagbo dine. Amio nijeke
prostut kore tullam. Tonmoy
vaiear utthal mohonay ami
shrbossho vashiye deya nodir
moto milito holam । দিনের আলোয় রচিত হলো আমাদের বাসর।